Spilt blogging juice

It has been more than a while since I posted anything in here. It has been a long time.

Part of it is due to my laptop is still being fixed and I hardly use my brother's desktop.

I used to post daily/almost every day/a few posts a day.

Where did all my blogging juices go to?

A high school mate posted up a group photo in Facebook.

In the picture was a guy (I wasn't close to him) who passed away in a road accident on Christmas'05.

He was a smart and bright student. He was a doctor's son. He had many friends.

His death was tragic and sudden. His death affected many.

His mum suffered from depression due to his death and passed away months later.
His brother vowed to "avenge" his brother's death.

The driver of the car is now a black sheep (and is in probable danger?).

Death is dark and has significant effects.

There are times where/when I just don't feel like doing anything!

This blog is dying :p

I just want to be numb

I'm very fed up.
I don't want to care or bother.
I just want to be numb.

Performance trip

Tomorrow is the day.

After a year (my 1st full year) of hard work, commitment, learning and sacrifice, this is something that I truly deserve.

May God continue to bless me and keep me.

Why do we do the things we do without knowing why we do it and only think about it when it has led us somewhere/or when something happens?

Some random thoughts that came through my mind while I was deep in thought while commuting to work over the past 2 days:

There's no point being a good guy.

We each carry a big cross. Each cross has no twin. Each cross is made up of smaller crosses. There is only one cross for each person, no one else can carry anothers or have another carry theirs.

I'm leaving (not for good) on a jetplane.

I'm flying off next week. It feels weird. I'm still coming to terms with it. Preperation feels weird.

Back.

Man, it's been a long time since I blogged. Lol. Nothing much has changed work wise. Spiritually and personal wise, it has been better =)